Write Your Story

I have this notebook my sister Stephie gave me, on it it reads “Write Your Story” my whole life I’ve heard this saying write your story, make your own life, live your own life, but I have noticed lately.. People they don’t live there life’s, they just live… They just go doing nothing, but they aren’t taking breaths with purpose and they aren’t writing their own stories they are letting their stories be written for them.

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Its as if we live in a world where you can live with the way things are or we can change them or we can try to change them, we might take a long time we change them. But we are working throws it.

Its hard to write your own story, because that means you have to live with purpose and with love and you have to try so much harder than ever just to live, you have to be able to try you have to let yourself try and write it. It doesn’t mean you plan out every part of your life it means you live your life as it happens.

When you fall, you get up, you go on. You keep living you keep going on with your life. You don’t give up. You will get shot down on a weekly basis but you have to remember that you are amazing.

People will hate you but truly as long as you don’t hate you, you’ll be okay.. Life is amazing it demands to be lived. Life doesn’t happen when you sit on the side lines if you’re like me you don’t do well playing the field but you’ve found a way to be in the action without ever stepping a foot on the field. I don’t play the same games as the ones on the field but it doesn’t mean I’m not living.

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I will be the author of my own story, I will live my life. I can’t live anyone else’s because my life is my own. I take breaths and I walk and I believe in tomorrow. I also believe in today.

Because tomorrow could always be worse than today, so believe in today.

I leave you with this.. When you live life as just with going through and not really trying are you then one writing your story? Or is someone else in control? Or are you letting the way other people feel about you… Have an impact on your writing of your story?

 Write your story, no one could write it better then you…

Emotions

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Emotions are insane, if you think deeply about them… I mean the fact that we can feel emotions is insane, like we can feel happy, sad, thoughtful, weird, strange, in love, we can have emotions like anger that can take you over, and you can have emotions like lust that can make you do insane things.

Let emotions be felt, because they need to be felt. You need to let emotions live out in a world of happiness even if the emotion isn’t happiness.

Life should never be one emotion, you might want emotion to be happy but life isn’t one emotion, life is ten emotions, life is different every moment of the day, life is emotion, emotion is important, life is amazing when you let yourself be okay sometimes but also let yourself live all the time.

Don’t sit and watch your life go past you, do something everyday to smile, laugh everyday, make things be emotion filled, but make sure it isn’t one emotion.

Let emotions be emotions. Let them be felt, let them be heard, emotions are amazing, emotions make the whole a more amazing place to live.

Be emotionally. Let yourself cry, smile, feel joy, feel sad, feel good, feel weird, feel the unknown, feel fearfully, have emotions.

Life is hard, but good, but horrible too. And if you push back emotions like sadness and anger you won’t be able to live life because life is meant to be felt. And pain is a part of life, so let emotions out and be emotinally amazing. Let the world know you will live in this world, because you are a good person, you are a good life to be lived and you are a good soul if you let yourself be. Be emotional.. And be fantastically…


This has been Little Wise One Mondays…

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Food Allergies Awareness Week: They can suck..

 

Food Allergies, are a strange thing, they basically are like your body getting angry for having food…

My body I’ve learned over time really dislikes lots of foods, I am a Foodie, and I love Shady foods like flowers to eat or put in tea, oh my goodness do I love tea!! Tea is one of my favourite things that ever happened to the drink world. I love making hot tea, Its so wonderful.

This week is Food Allergies Awareness Week, I want to make a point for you to understand what its like to live with a food allergies.

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First off, I know everything that goes into my body, I know every ingredient that I read, I can tell you way more about reading labels then I can about like half the world. I know what to look for. I can also tell you what will be in something, like you pick up say some ice cream I could tell you it has corn syrup, things along those lines.

Foods like corn, wheat, soy, cover about 75% of all processed food, add in rice, potato, barley, rye, nuts and seeds, you have a lot of food you can’t have. Its hard going to the store and going what can I have?

One as you might know is I can have is oatmeal!! so thankful for oatmeal. I’m strangely not allergic to milk or eggs, its the only top 8 allergens in america I am not allergic to. Goal for sure. I don’t like having food allergies but I’m ok with it.

I’ve come to really enjoy the weird things I can have. I also feel like I always know what is in my food, I like that.

At first it’s so hard, you aren’t use to having to ask questions or read labels I found out right before christmas when I was 17 years old, its a strange new world. I took a deep breath because this vegan chick at the time who I was… Didn’t know what to eat or drink or how to live. It was really hard but after a while I got use to reading labels it became just something I did.

I’m not afraid to ask questions. When I go out to eat I know places that I can ask questions like Red Robin and Applebees are always so helpful and they don’t seem to get annoyed when I ask so many questions, but you learn to adapt to it. Its sorta nice to say the least.

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I don’t personally put anything in my mouth without knowing everything that’s in it. I have had a few scares, they are going to happen. One day I had a turkey burger and went into anaphylaxis and then when the ambulance came I was awake I was talking and then the Epi wore off and I went into anaphylactic shock, I passed out and woke up at the hospital, I was given three that night, from a turkey burger I made at home but we don’t know what it was. I haven’t eaten turkey since because of it.

Food allergies are scary but they are manageable, they are something you can live with. You just have to get use to it.

Personally I’m kind of thankful for my food allergies, I was one night looking on Instagram under the hashtag #cornallergy and I came across someone who had baby food, I wrote on there saying that is my favourite kind of baby food which I was on at the time a baby food diet that was.

This girl wrote back and said it’s so good, we went on and then I reached out and wrote her on Instagram in a direct message, we started talking and then after a while of talking I gave her my phone number and we’ve talked daily since.

We talk about things that are annoying about having food allergies and other health problems that we both have. We talk about life. We talk about everything. We also make the most fantastic snapchats..

Its something about living when you know that your body fights things. That changes the world you have. I love my body I love the different things that happen with it.

I mean I still get annoyed with it but I love it.

Okay so all that to say that food allergies are insane, food allergies are hard but the best thing you can do is accept them. Don’t be afraid to ask questions don’t be afraid to reach out to others because you never know.

 

So this has been Shay-De Foodie Friday! Talking about food allergies, Come back on Sundays for randomness and Wednesdays for Wesday the day where I rant about whatever I please.

 

Remember this as you leave food allergies aren’t the end of the world they are just the end of eating that food and that’s okay. You can do this. I have faith in you.


Shayweasel Out!!

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We.. Might… We.. Are..

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We might not live it up, we might not own the night, we might sit on sofas unable to do much, we might live in pain till the end of time. We might be the ones to wear mask out in public, we might be… We might be….

We one thing’s for sure… We are fantastic… We are strong…

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We might not find a cure, we might be in pain daily, we might be amazing, we might be ill till we can barely go on.. But we go on..

We might be spoonies who’ve run out of spoons. We might be awesome, we might be sick but one thing’s for sure we are fantastic. We are strong…

We are netflix all day watchers, we are barely moving for hours, we are pain takers, and vomit makers.. We are pill takers and feeding tube wears with style I might add. We are breathing treatment and vest takers and we are dealing with pain and cleaning up vomit. We are picc line and port and hickline wears that save our lives, We are epipen and auviQ users. We are leg and arm braces wearers and wheelchair users and We are service dog owners and we are fantastic

We might fight life hell for treatment, we might not find a cure, but will fight for treatment. We might point out things wrong on Grey’s Anatomy and we might can name every med in the book

We are chronically in pain, suffering and sick as can be. We might almost die on a yearly basis and we might have good days.

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But we all dream.. Of a day with treatment, cures, a day without pain, without suffering but we do dream. We dream of health… A good health…

We might be sick, we might be ill, we might be happy, we might be funny, we might be fabulous, we might be amazingly fantastic. But we are strong. We will be strong daily.

  We are fighters… Fighting our bodies…

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Shayweasel out.. 

Dear Epipens and AuviQs

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Dear Epipens and AuviQs

 

Thank you for being a thing. Thanks for saving my life.

  AuviQ thanks for calmly talking me through these moments in life where my heart beats fast as my hand holds you and I take a deep breath and put you in my leg to save my life. As my throat was closing slowly it opens up and I’m able to breath.

  Thank you AuviQs and Epipens for being there when I’m going into a horrifying shock that is known as anaphylactic. Thanks for saving my life all the times you have.

  Thanks for opening my air ways so I can breath and even opening them that one time when I almost waited to long to use you. Thanks for opening them up and letting me live.

  Thank you AuviQ for being small so I can take a smaller bag, and be able to fit into my pocket and save my life when need be.

  Thanks Epipen for saving me on that Friday when my friend had to use it on me. Thanks.

AuviQ thanks for that time a few months ago where you saved my life twice in one night once on the chase in my living room and again in the ride to the hospital.

 Thanks to the people who make AuviQs and Epipens available and that make them small and make them so I am able to have them. Thank you so much AuviQ Thank you so much Epipen I won’t be alive without you.


Signed ShayWeasel… Thank you guys are a life saver.