This past year has had a lot of wonderfully fabulous moments happen but also a lot of heartbreaking moments. I wish I could say it’s gotten easier but we’ll it hasn’t. and as always it’s just getting easier to handle.

My health has been all over the place this past year I had 3 surgeries and had to try a few new medications I didn’t do well on any of them.

I had a new feed i had to try because the company changed the ingredients of my same feed I’ve used for 8 years now. That hasn’t gone well yet. But I’m thankful for food that keeps me alive at least…

But I have had some fantastic experiences we got to take Rory go to Texas for the first time!! Which was wonderful and hilarious! Rory to meet her great grandma! Our family friends the dyes (that’s their last name) and so many other people there

We got to take her to eat at some of the best Texas foods! Even though she thought it was hilarious that all of the days we were there was us going to meet some people for lunch and then talk for hours and then go straight from there to meet someone else for dinner.

Random fact: Every time Rory we get to see Rory me and her go and take a bunch of random photos together. We’ve done it since she was little!

Now some hard things also happen in 2025….

Sadly my uncle Jack past away at the very end of December 2024 and we got to see family in Gregoria but that wasn’t the reason I would have wanted to see them to see them!

At the very end of 2024 We had me and all my siblings and. My parents all together for the first time since 2014!!

And then again in April we got to go be all together!! It was amazing!

My uncle John-Dale horridly died while at a stop light he was shot and killed by someone he didn’t really know. It was a shock to us all.

Horribly I lost my grandma at the very end of December 2025. A few weeks ago we got to go to Texas for her funeral.

I lost my baby Nala who was the sweetest most kind dogs I’ve ever seen she’s up there with Noodles (poodle we had from 2017-2020) Dodie who is a sweetheart dog that we had growing up. And Beng my baby Pekingese who I had from (2005-2014)

The loss of Nala was unexpected for sure. It broke our hearts.

My best friend Jazzy passed away. Having gotten to meet her in person twice! has been such a blessing I haven’t gotten that opportunity with some of my friends who have passed away before I got to meet them in person.

Jazzy was an amazingly beautiful human!! I miss her everyday. I miss our long random talks and text conversations about TWD (the walking dead) music tv Shows and YouTube. celebrities whatever it was we talked about we talked about everything!

But God has a plan. And as His child I realize that I don’t know what He is doing but I know He has never let me down so I trust Him.

This has been wonderful year but a hard year with lots of sadness and love. I am blessed to be able to live my life with God holding me!

I’m amazed day by day that God works in amazingly random ways!

But I’m blessed to be here to be alive. I’m blessed that I have the opportunity to actually grieve the people I have lost. I’m blessed to be a part of His family!

So Shayweasel is like well sure why not?!